blogging block

so i have recently found myself searching to find inspiration. what is the next step? what else do i want to do? in what ways do i want to further myself with my work? i think personally, i'm in a bit of a grey area & that is part of the cause for my 'block'. why is that almost always, we have to be really happy or really sad...or really, just emotional, in order to find creative inspiration. well, i say 'we' like it's everyone-maybe it's just me? i am loving all of the work i've been doing lately with kids & babies & i'm so happy that i can see progress in what i'm doing. i'm learning! but i still feel like there is an element missing. there is something i need to be doing, that i'm not. i will let you know when i figure out what it is ;-)

me. blogging. in my chair outside.